You know, I should be in such a bad mood right now. I had to leave a day early and stay in a hotel because of weather. My flight was delayed today. My connecting flight pulled out of the gate and waved goodbye to me as I stood and watched helplessly. And now I am in a mediocre hotel with crappy food (but a nice bed) waiting until tomorrow when I can finally get to my family and a stress free week. I should be irritated, but I am not. I can see my two best guys sleeping peacefully on the bed (did I mention it is nice and big) and nothing else in the world matters to me. Tonight we told Ethan "night night, Ethan". He looked back at us and plain as day "nigh nigh" "nigh nigh" Melted my heart. Touched the very core of my soul, really. Made me give a silent thumbs up to God. He gave me such a special little boy. So smart and sweet. Full of wonder and amazement. So, I am not sad or mad or stressed out tonight. I am thankful for this night with him. Snuggling up close to me. His little chest going up and down. Clinging to his piggy.
He is content. So I am.
