Oh my, my little angel is turning into a devil! Waking at 4 am refusing to go back to sleep. And, he has learned the art of the temper tantrum. I mean, overnight, this kid somehow mastered the art of screaming his head off every time he doesn't get his way. He actually invented a new half scream/half yell for the occasion. He sounds like an animal being attacked. I guess that is his point,but seriously man, it is freaking me out! I will stand strong though. I will not let him break me! (I hope)
On another note,the test results came back in his smelly belly. Bacterial infection cleared up with a 7 day course of antibiotics. So glad I questioned my previous doctor and refused to have a catheter put in my baby. It just re-enforced my decision to switch providers. Goes to prove that doctors do not always know or do best for anyone but themselves.
And one last thing. There are so many things I could say about my mother,but I will leave it short and sweet and to the point. She would not want a big fuss.
Dear Mom,
I appreciate you more and more every day. My family will always be missing something special without you. I hope and I pray that you are looking down on us and see what a beautiful grandchild you have. I promise you that I will do my best to raise him with the same security and happiness I felt growing up. I will tell him every day that I love him,like you did with me. I will hold him close and shower him with kisses. I will let him know that he had the best grandmother in the world. One who never claimed to be perfect (even though I thought she was). One who was selfless with her kids. One who always knew the right thing to say or do to make me feel better. One who loved me for all the good and all the bad.. unconditionally. You were and are my hero. I aspire to be like you every single day. And,though I may never be half the mom you were, I promise to keep trying. One day at a time. I miss you ,mommy.
Your loving daughter,
CJ
No comments:
Post a Comment